RANDOM-ISM.

when i'm bored. (#03)

i finally think that ryan, sharul, kin, rahs, sunny and dil are right: that i am so concerned about making others happy and satisfied that i forget myself and hurt so deep inside; that i try not to be selfish to others but i am so so so awfully selfish to myself.


i guess change is an inevitable thing. all around me i see people transform to things i can never imagine them to be. i see family turning into strangers and going distant, and certain friends are no longer acquintances but merely passerbys in my life. i hate to think that all that i've done for them were left in vain, and that they are taking me for granted. but sometimes i can't help feeling that way. a simple "thank you" would mean so much to me, really. but no, we no longer sit down and talk, we no longer look each other in the eyes and say what we really mean. nothing really works that way anymore. no, such relationships are limited to boyfriends and girlfriends.

anyway, suaidah, didn't i tell you that i love your company? and maybe you? ;p

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posted by Myz @ 2:04 PM