RANDOM-ISM.

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i am speechless. because.. i don't know why. so i'm going to post another song lyric.


I dream about, how it's gonna end

Approaching me quickly

Living a life of fear

I only want my mind to be clear

People, making fun of me

For no reason but jealousy

I fantisize about my death

I'll kill myself from holding my breath


My suicidal dream

Voices telling me what to do

My suicidal dream

I'm sure you will get yours too


Help me, comfort me

Stop me from feeling what I'm feeling now

The rope is here, now I'll find a use

I'll kill myself, I'll put my head in a noose


My suicidal dream

Voices telling me what to do

My suicidal dream

I'm sure you will get yours too


Dreamin' about my death, dream

Suicidal, suicidal, suicidal dream

I'm suicidal, suicidal dream







i really am suicidal. i purposely switched off the switch just now with super wet hands just so i get electricuted. i left the gas running for a while cos i wanted to suffocate. and i almost slashed myself again, but i remembered a lot of ppl i made promises with. so yeah.


one day, i tell myself, one day.

posted by Myz @ 8:18 PM