RANDOM-ISM.

when i'm bored. (#19)

and yesterday night was really wonderful. :)


no, i didn't go out on the most romantic date i can ever dream of with my crush, neither did i won the lottery. yesterday, i went out with a friend i had never imagined myself getting close to when i first got to know her three years ago and had had the most wonderful, heart-to-heart, substantial-issued conversation ever.


i wouldn't blog down everything we had exchanged last night, but i would say that we both understand each other quite alot. i mean, i know i am quite sucky in the "letting out your feelings about stuff to your friends" department, but yesterday it just flowed out like water from an open tap, just flowing and flowing until time reminded us that we should get back home, back to the lives that we dread and hope that the phase will soon be over.


and it's quite enlightening to find another person who realises that holding on to your friends too closely is rather useless because we shall all come to that time where we drift apart. so last night may seem as if we are really close and stuff, but who knows tomorrow we might just drift further apart? but of course, all that pessimistic thought should be balanced with an optimistic one: there shall always be hope that we remain friends for quite some time. :)


so, SUAIDAH, thanks for your company yesterday. see ya on friday, dood.

posted by Myz @ 8:43 PM